Thursday, March 25, 2010

&save your heart for someone that's worth dying for. don't give it away, torn apartt; never getting what you've been crying for...it's always the same

on, on to the next one- on to the next one;;

now walk it outtt;; awwwhhhh SNAP! now rock, rock, rock, rockk; you can do it all by yo'selff. baaabygirl, what's your namee?

hahaaa-
well, i'm sore.
second day of track practice=ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
just like my upper thighhhs?
it was pouringgg.
and... i would type all the stuff we did; but, i'm too lazy(:
you'll deal.

conversation: me&tylerr (just before i forgettt :p);;

me: ksoo i'm talking to this one kidd that just imed me? idek who it is hahaa(: wait. yes i do!
tyler: hahaaa. bett he's a weirdoo :x
me: thaaanks? you're nicee :p nahh he's not that weird... just kinda... unattractive, annoying &rude(:
tyler: awe poor kid ):
me: hahaa he'll deal. i'm nothing to be depressed overr.
tyler: haha, suree :p
me: well at leastt i don't think so.(:
tyler: well i can't say nothin :x ...............(he's dating one of my best friendsss)
me: ohh i see :x thankss(:
tyler: hahaaa yeahh(;


andd so onn?
i miss US. like... me&himm.
i try soo hard not to let their 'relationshipp' bug me but it kinda doess ):
i'll get over it, of coursee. i already have starteddd :x

i might be going to hudson valley to go shoppingg with haley tomorrow after i get outta trackk(:
we're gonna go shopping, &stay in a hotel and stufff(:
i'm excitedd.
then saturday i'm supposed to go to this thing with taylorrr
love that girrrrl, mannn(:

well ima peace ittt.
showerrr, then bedd, then schoollll, trackk, haley's mom is picking me upp, i'm going to her house to get changedd, straighten hairr and crapp, then to saugerties = hudson valley(:

ksoo, byee

Monday, March 22, 2010

come on get higherr, loosen my lips; faith &desire in the swing of your hips;;

it's cool when people make out constantly?
i mean really;; i just effing love itttt<3<3<3
nahh, i'm just playinnn'.
no, i hate it. like with a passion.
so tyler and i WERE talking againn, like, 'talking'.
but noww he's dating haleyy?
cool shittt, right?
i know.
but i don't care i guess.
but he's like always feeling her up and kissing her and hugging herr.
i mean really, i'm all for PDA;; if i didn't used to like the person and the person who's being felt up is my best friendd? i love lifee, duhh<3
i guess i don't caree, gotta get over it. shit happens. =/
they're both like my best friendss so, y'know...(:
ohhwell; love isn't everlastingg. even though alotta people say that it iss? whoahh, i totally just changed a love quote. oops.
ehh, whateverr.
no one's textingg meee ):
i feel unlovedd.
well, i'm nott.
tyler told me i'm lovedd(:
hahaa.
people are great;; especially when haley fights with 2 people at the mall for about the same reasonn.
so caitlin flipped shit because olivia is really hurting haley with how she's always with jesse... who haley dated for 8 months, but broke up with because he treated her like crapp. so then caitlin tells olivia off. then caitlin gets mad with haley for 'ditchingg' her, even though her and tyler just went for a walkk. but now caitlin wants to be friends with olivia again because she suddenly 'feels bad' for telling olivia off.
(note: she only feels bad because now she's not really friends with haley anymoree.)
^just thought i'd add thatt.
so screw that shitt.
but tyler is paranoid about haley cheating on him or somethingg. apparently, he can't be happy. because every time he really likes a girl, people need to run their mouths. it's ridiculous. why are people always trying to make him out to be a horrible kidd? i mean i love himm he's my best friendd. i might've hated him a couple timess, but who doesn't hate everyone at one point?

anywayss....;;

-first track practice/meeting tomorrow.. mostly for paperwork and stuff. (3:30-4:30)
-court tomorrow night... blehh. (6:30-to who knows how longg?)
-hanging out with this amazing girl named haley wilson this weekendd;; i love herr(:


it's 9:23... i can't decide if i should take a second shower today or nott, just so i don't have to wake up early tomorrow? idek. i'm too lazy. i need caffienee...
i didn't spill monster all over morgan again this time at the mall(: i just put 4968439056834 sour skittles and 3 pieces of trident gum in hers while her and caitlin were in the bathroom(: haley, tyler and i have gooooood times togetherr(;
hahaaa, i love ittt<3(:

i just feel kindaa stupid that really the only reason i'm not with tylerr is because i wouldn't kiss him wednesday? i'm kinda glad i didn't, because him and ally got right back together after thatt. then broke up thursday. again. then ended up liking haley somehow because i couldn't go to the mall friday nightt? whateverr childrenn;; it's all good(:
even though caitlin yelled at me for 'letting myself get played' by tyler or some crazy shitt.
stupidd chickk. i hate people sometimes =/
especially girls who are bitter 'cause guys break up with them and her best friendd wants to make out with her boyfriend in privatee? better than her doing it in public; at least, that's my opinionn.
screw peoplee(:

ohwell;; well i'ma peace itttt.
loveyouu x1,000 baaby(:


xo, (:

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