Friday, June 4, 2010

i'll spend my life in misery, i'd sacrifice this world to hold you. no breath left inside of me, shattered glass keeps falling;

lost and lonely;
scared and hiding;
blind without youu.
when the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall; i'll wait for youu.
when the days turn long and old and my skin turns into stone; i'll wait for you.
when the pain seems just too much and my heart starts beating outta touch, i don't need a thing; i'll wait for youuuu

i don't think anyone in the world understands how much this song means to me right now<3;
wait for you by atreyu is officially the greatest song ever inventedddd<3 and i love tyler for showing it to me and making it our songgg:)

okaaaay, mine and his songs since december of 2009 w/ on&off talkingg and hating each otherr? hahaa:) ;;
ice cream &cakeee commercial:)
drop it low girl - ester dean (looooong story bahahahahaa :p)
say goodnight - bullet for my valentine <3
beautiful - eminem <3
wait for you- atreyu <3
bump n' grind - r kelly <3???

why bump n' grind is one of our songs, i don't knoww. but i still love it:)


meeeeee and tyler are talking again. as in friends..... and more:)
i love himmmmm sooooo much. he just makes my dayyy<3:)

he's one of the sweetest kids i effing know<3 :p


every dayyyy, he texts me-
hey beautifulll.
how are you cutiee?
you're gorgeousss.
i love youuu<3
yourrr hot:)


<33333

the otherr day we were supposed to hang out and walk down to the ice cream store together. my mom said yes and dad said nooo :/ anywaysss;; so he ended up going and getting icecream with geoff. then he texted me: come outsidee .
me: why??:)
himm: just do it. :p
me: i looooook likeeeee crapp.
him: well i don't care. i want a huggg.

i go outside....
him and geoff rode their bikes to my house so tyler could give me a hug:) <3 i love my life <3
i sit withh him and stuff like every dayy<3
if he had rode the bus today we were supposedd to kiss.
idkk if i talked about easterr on here. but on easter he was at my house for like 2 1/2 hours and we endedd up kissing:) and i'm supposed to make out with him tomorrow at st. mary's festivallllll? :p
i'mmmm sooo nervous.
he was talking to me last night and was likeeee;;;
me: i think i should get a hug tomorrow?:)
himm: alrightt sounds good:) anything else? :p
me: nooo. i think that can wait till saturday:)
him: pleaseeeee
me: saturdayyyy!
him: onn the buss. :p
me: calmm down tyler, saturdayy:)
him: how bout i let you sit on the insidee?;)
me: uhmmm. how about saturday?:)
himm: how about just a kiss tomorrowww? pleaseee? :p
me: maybeee
him: pleaseee
:p
pleaseeeeee :p
please?????:)
me: i said maybee!:)
him: i said yes :p
me: fineeee:)
him: oh crap. i'm not gonna be on the bus tomorrow.







that made me sadd ):
but he was wearing the sexy color purple today, which made me forgive him:)
purpleeee<3



mmmkkk.
welll, we'll talk laterrrr. kbyeeeee:)<3;

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